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Kafka Explains the Recent Decline in Posts on His Blog

Kafka's diary, December 18, 1910:

If it were not certain that my reason for leaving letters unopened for days (even those with presumably unimportant contents, such as this one now) is mere weakness and cowardice, which hesitate to open a letter as much as they would hesitate to open the door of a room in which a man was waiting for me, possibly with great impatience, then this laying aside of letters could be explained much better as thoroughness. That is, assuming that I am a thorough person, I must try to prolong everything that possibly concerns the letter, thus to open it very slowly, read it slowly and repeatedly, consider it long, prepare a fair copy with many drafts and finally hesistate with the reply. All this lies in my power, it is only the sudden receiving of letters that cannot be avoided. Now I slow down even this in an artificial way, for a long time I do not open it, it lies before me at the door, it continually offers itself to me, I continually receive it, but I do not take it.